a goal for this year is to experiment with clothes, makeup, ... again. when i was 15 id wear skirts, eyeliner, nail polish, crop tops, and i liked how i looked in them and how they felt, but at a certain point it all just gave me dysphoria.
now that i (mostly?) pass i want to try again, figure out if it still makes me dysphoric, and battle my anxiety.
mostly clothes. realistically nails will be my black/purple nail polish (maybe light blue) and makeup will probably just be eye pencil and some black eyeshadow. my cousin does my hair and i've been asking him for a proper mullet for a while and he keeps giving me the same do. :/ kinda want my hair shorter and kinda want it longer. maybe if i get sleep deprived enough ill put the kitchen scissors in it or buzz it all off. anyways i like collecting things and maybe i will try the things i link here. who knows.