mism4tched monthly

october 2025

cried a lot (again) but i do feel like its getting better. i enjoy being in my dorm room but my dorm itself is still strange. like sorry why are the 3 toilets we have for 25 people only getting cleaned once a week????
still having trouble keeping in touch with friends but i dont feel like its my fault; we planned to call and i was the only one in the call. my two friends both forgot, and dont seem to understand that that was the 3rd time we tried plan a call, the 3rd time i tried to plan it, and the 3rd time nothing came of it. so yeah. but i made new friends at school so yippee. still havent burned down my dorms kitchen either. no friends at my dorm yet, theyre like low key transphobic so idk if i feel safe :/
my mom helped me make a plan for studying bc i am very stressed constantly. also i have been eating sugar waffles very often as a snack but im starting to think thats why i have a stomachache so often. will not be eating them for a while & i will report back next month lol