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summer 2026

last updated: 14 june 2026

summer to-do, media log, and play log.

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illustration jury

written on 13/6/2026

i had my jury yesterday. i guess it wasn't enough. or i wasn't enough. i know thats not a helpful thought, but i cant help thinking it.

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play rant

written in may 2026

"i'll try," i said. and a teacher, who i look up to, who has illustrated lots of great books, replies: "and if trying doesn't work, drink a glass of wine."

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change is life i guess

written on 27 and 28/8/2025

i've been very emotional lately, and while i keep saying i don't know why, i do know. it just feels like a stupid reason lol. things are changing.

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childhood girlhood boyhood

written on 26/7/2025 to avoid crying because i needed to throw some birthday cards out

i'm cleaning out my room. i'm switching rooms with my sister soon for several nonimportant reasons. but switching rooms means that i have to declutter my entire room and going through fond, forgotten and unwanted memories.

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