met with a friend i hadn't seen in 2 years. had my 3rd t shot. returned to my dorm after my nipples finally healed. went to my little sister's musical. there were queer events and exhibitions and meetings this month, and i went to two things. both were very scary because i do Not leave my dorm except for school or groceries but im very glad i went and talked to people. trying to find community.
i applied for the same job i had last year and got rejected bc the period i gave was already filled. "we do have openings in (period), (period), and (period i gave ???)". sent another email with periods and i got rejected again help
top surgery consult went good! massaging the scars hurts kinda lol but tbh i hadnt really felt pain from it before so im not complaining. still little to no feeling below my left scar; i don't know if it will return and part of me is sad and the other half does not care. my brain keeps forgetting theyre gone, sometimes i feel dysphoric and i have to tell myself to relax.
no, oliver, they cannot see your tits. you have no tits.
overall very busy. mostly keep getting good feedback on my illustration project but i still have so much to do. nothing is finished, everything is half. i'll get there eventually. i don't have time to start studying for my exams, and my first one is in five weeks. screaming. but my art classes are more important than my theoretical ones, or so i keep telling myself.