mism4tched monthly: april 2026

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looking for a summer job. big challenge since i cannot work in catering bc i know itll be too overwhelming but im also not a nurse so not a lot of options in my area. applied for a few jobs in some cities further away & hoping i hear back!!

school is absolutely kicking my ass. one more week and then its exams aaa. im lucky with the planning though, i have two weeks between all my theoretical exams so yay. my two juries are planned pretty well also yippee. but i still have so much to do!!! scared ill fail artist texts but uhh we'll see.
i feel like i barely saw my friends this month. we did have a two week break, so ig thats the reason. its so crazy that the school year is almost over. its like yesterday i was crying to my mom, scared i wouldnt make any friends, and look at me now. still no real friends at my dorm though, i hope some new cool people move in next year. it seems like all the alternative people are on a different floor, and im too anxious to compliment their clothes when were in the elevator lol

overall okay. very tired and sad some days, very good and motivated other days. pretty average month!

happenings

  • rediscovered my love for both the kinks (*looks longingly at my cds of them and angrily at my broken radio*) and t.rex :P
  • learned to shave!! shoutout to my dad
  • archived my art history pages so i now i just link to the archive (& save space on here woo)
  • i went walked around campus without hoodie, just a shirt, and it was scary and i did it and i felt really brave
  • fucking lost my loop earplugs again. second pair this year istg. hoping theyll magically appear in my pocket again.

illustrators & other artists my teachers told me to check out!

  • madalena matoso (absolutely in love with her illustrations aa)
  • paul cox
  • beatrice alemagna
  • eva lindström
  • noëlle smit
  • meneer papier (tv show)

  • might just make a page for this hmmm

creations

  • lots of sketches
  • the same publications for typography class as last month but edited
  • a video for my html assignment
  • artist texts assignment (more or less done)
  • video & publication for a design assignment
  • so many tries and errors for illustration... some really fun things as well though
  • cool tetra/drypoint etched & monotype prints!!

media

  • heated rivalry (started, not finished. not sure if i will finish it at all honestly)
  • call the midwife (again started, not finished) (also how tf are there so many seasons!!!!) (gonna watch them all though probably i love these characters)
  • the cadence of part time poets, by motswolo on ao3. currently at chapter 70 (of the 108). cant believe ive read that much already but goddd its good. been so long since i read a new & long fanfiction woahg. probably the reason why i rediscovered my love for t rex adn the kinks